考不好

拿到大学第一个学期的成绩,感觉很复杂,心情很无奈,比想象中的还要糟糕100倍。坐在旅行车内,听着啊鸟报来的成绩,眼泪就这样一滴一滴的掉下来。

我明白,我正在旅行,这是大家的旅行,我不应该影响大家,我其实并不在影响大家,只是我也有情绪,我不开心,我难过。

这几天心情一直没有好过,就算在人群中也是孤单的。有在想接下来要怎么补救,也在想到底哪里出了问题,还在想如果真的读不下去应该怎么办。

以为会不及格的GEK 1517,还好及格了。
以为不会考太差的ACC 和BSP,最后还是差到了一个极限。

我以为一切会在掌握之内,就像一直以来的我一样。可是,一切却超出所预算的。

尽力了,努力了,可是然后为什么???

一个学期,没有了SEP,没有了ASEAN。

我还剩下什么?

诗韵
24/12/2010

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About ashley 诗韵
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17 Responses to 考不好

  1. 士杰 says:

    是不是给自己太大压力了?大学就是这样,很多东西不是自己可以掌控的,尽了力就好~不要放弃,加油

  2. hongkai0818 says:

    一个学期,没有sep?没有asean?
    有时不要看“没有”的东西
    可以看看有的东西,就感觉会不一样了!

    一个学期还不能代表什么嘛~我想现在你应该知道下个学期的目标是什么了吧!

    下个学期请再加油!

  3. yan says:

    没有是拥有的开始。
    失去了没关系,最重不要失去自己。
    加油!!

  4. chin xin yin says:

    u still have me =)
    cheer up!

    my scholarship oso finish adi n i m findin $ 2 continue my studies..
    but at least i noe i did giv 100% effort 2 accomplish everything..

    itz just fine..

    u r not horrible…
    jz not good enough yet~ =)

  5. flytribe says:

    不要给自己背上太重的包袱~
    加油!

  6. chenlinchng says:

    真的啊,用了比中学要多得多的力,出来的结果未必会是很好的~
    那时啊,我也超sad的~
    可是,那是因为我们还在摸索吧,还在找适合我们的方法~
    大大声地跟你说:开玩笑,你是谁,那个很疯狂的蜂女人勒,哪有那么容易被打倒啊~XD
    这个sem,我们一起努力=)

  7. yoongying91 says:

    亲爱的,失去了的东西,尽全力去把他追回来。未来还有机会,不是吗?下个学期、下下个学期、往后的每一个学期,我们都要更努力。一起加油。

  8. zhiying says:

    除了加油还是加油 =)
    向前看哦

  9. CandyChua says:

    真的~那时看到成绩无法相信~
    不是要跟人竞争~只是为自己划了底线…以为至少会在掌控内~却出乎意料的跌出~~
    这样的挫折当然会难过当然很难不在乎~但是从中也让我们思考了不少不是吗?想一想~让自己知道自己要的是什么~
    或许这是悲伤的部分,但上个学期也有很多快乐的部分哦~

    一起加油!可以的!下个学期我们从新出发=)

  10. unknown says:

    The greatest glory is not never failing but in rising up every single time we fail. Perfection is unattainable, but if we pursue perfection, we can attain excellence.
    Hope you can do better in the coming semester.

  11. sam* says:

    get it back dear, i know you can do it 🙂

  12. 大米 says:

    还得到了经验和教训……
    ASEAN就顺其自然好了。我也没怎样去想它……就静静地等消息。有问题,再来解决;没问题,就继续努力努力……
    没事的……

  13. Birdie says:

    要告訴自己,我們的能力不止這種爛成績。
    要不服氣,下個sem要更兇,更加努力。
    一起加油!
    You are not alone (:

  14. Chua Khiong Kiat says:

    No more ASEAN never mind. there are still scholarships out there for you. remember. Asean is not the only scholarship. Even after u go into NUS there are still sites where u can apply. regardless of ur results just try ur luck. u have nothing to lose rite?

    All and all, Just do your best. Remember bell curve only means other people are better than you and doesn’t mean u are lousy.

    Gambateh in ur second sem ba!

  15. szeyin91 says:

    everything will be alright
    believe in yourself k?

    at least you know u have to put more effort next semester rite? 🙂

    i did badly for my 1st sem as well
    and therefore, i worked harder for my 2nd sem.
    at finally, it showed a little bit improvement
    though it is really a little bit

    so please please don’t give up

  16. shuetyen says:

    相信自己!这只是那么的一次。
    只要你坚持,我相信你可以的。
    先收拾一下心情,再重新出发!

  17. teecamille says:

    hey cheer 🙂
    this is NUS. this is UNIVERSITY. u are starting to know about yourself, u are starting to transform, transform to a human that can endure everything.
    Just keep it on, trying hard, and never say die.

    All the best! 🙂

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